Vin Vin Blogz: Relationship

3 Months Relationship

Today(6 jan 2006) is our 3rd month relationship with my darling, Angel (Xiao Fan). I would like to dedicate this post to my beloved darling. I wrote this post especially to her. I'm very grateful for her, because she showed me what the ultimate word "LOVE" means. Although many bad stuffs happening, we still survive in this lovely relationship. Neither i will break this relationship, because it is very important to me, yet to you, my darling.

I wish thou can be by my side, sweet talking together, sweet kissing, having romantic dinner... etc

I wish thou can make me laugh, mad or even cry; as I am very alone lonely than before...

I wish thou can make me alive, live in this beautiful and lovely world thou've dreamt...

My darling's favour color, Pink

Pink is a color made by mixing red and white and sometimes described as being a light red, but it is more accurately a bright undersaturated red. There are many different shades of this color. "Pink" was not a color word known to Shakespeare: it was invented in the 17th century to describe the light red flowers of pinks, flowering plants in the genus Dianthus, possibly named from the "pinked" edges of their petals appearing to have been cut with pinking shears.

My darling's favour drink, "Red Wine"

She really like red wine alot, same goes to me. Hehe... But I only drink little bit, not like her. She drinks alots, yet not drunken. Maybe I weak, maybe I just not good in drinking. She told me that drinking is bad, drinks in special occasion, such as tonight. Tonight is a romantic night to be. Candle light dinner, bleamed moonlight, a lovely rose, and a bottle of "Red Wine" ...

Ooo.... tonight must be delightful... Let her drunk

Our favour song, "You're beautiful"

On our first date, a song ('You're beautiful' by James Blunt) that give us the romantic moment for our first kiss. It's my very first time I've have sang this lovely song to my darling, she was deeply touched in her weak heart. Instantaneously, I said her "the three passionate words". Her heart turned soften, weaken...

Our happy moment

On our first date, we went for a movie, "THE LEGEND OF THE RED CURSE" on the saturday night. It was also my first time saw her real person. At that second, I know that I was in love with her, both of us were shy. We talked soft and less. But both of us maintained our conversation smoothly. I started to find a way to hold her fair little hand. Coincidently, I was holding her hand when we crossed the busy and chaotic street. Her hand was smooth and warm. She was so scare of the monstrous street, holding my hand tightly. I could feel her heart beat, beating furious and fast same as mine. That moment, I told her honestly that I didn't want her to left me, "You're mine now"

Each time we met, I would give her a little gift, which was a short romantic poetry that i wrote. She was so touched and told me that she felt so special in this relationship. We had a nice evening together, everything went so smoothly as I planned. We shared our life together, laughing, kissing, yet crying...

So... scary... Sarawak No.1 Horror Movie

Our Sad moment

Things didn't work out very well. Problems started to coming, faster and faster... Two bloodshot eyes stared at me, after she left my car. She told me to left as quick as possible. She said I was in danger. Not, it was both of us in danger. I did not want her to left me alone again. I had no choice, but had to left her. Her telephone line was cut due to the horrible incident. There was no other way to contact her anymore. I was in miserable and moody. I hardly sleep or eat. It was my worst moment, our worst moment. She also felt the same way. Both of us suffered badly. After three/four days later, my mobile phone rang. It was her, it was really her. I was so energetic when hearing her soft sexy voice. She explained the whole incident to me, i was speechless. I could not do anything. I was hopeless and helpless. We hardly contact each other. The situation got tougher and tougher each day. But we still survived in the very end. Our trust was stronger than ever.

Our up and down relationship had gone for three long months. I hope she can read this post, this is the present I want her to have it. Although it is just a post of my personal blog, all the things i wrote were my true feeling and the truth. I want the whole world to know that I really ~~care~~, love her, Angel

I wish we could be like this forever... :P